Lots of ups and downs recently as 25 is approaching... good stuff would be my D's for the exam, bad stuff would b the so un-predictable relationship. I've made several decisions and can only hope for the best results. It could have been easy and manageable if there is transparency and good communication. Sadly, we lacked of both. nevertheless, I'm not giving up just like that. I don't know where my enthusiasm is coming from, but I do know that I wanna carry on fighting for my life, and prolly his too. wish me luck!! ✌
miss u much, sillyb.
